i've been reading up on some of my friends journals and such, and, well, they are not the happiest thoughts. everyone seems to be struggling, and i hate seeing that. so this is for all of you. this is my story.

( slipping away slowly )

yeah...so i'm in a shitty mood. way to start the new year, eh?

was talking to ricky for a whole five minutes before i screwed that up. he asked me if i had plans for tonight and i told him no, so he invited me to a movie, and i said no. it hurts to say that to him, because i know it hurts him, i know because he immediately says he has to go to his ( Read more... )

last night was so fun. i went over to rachel n's house with lisa for a "movie-night". we baked cookies and never got to the movie. we actually ended up in rach's kitchen talking until after midnight. it was amazing. we talked about everything, religion, guys, society...everything. we even got to reminiscing about when we were kids and how stupid we ( Read more... )

i woke up in the midst of a dream this morning. i don't at all remember what the dream was about, but i did have this odd, warm-fuzzy like feeling when i awoke. kind of like when you first see someone you like. -shrug- it was comforting.

so i went and took a shower, got all pretti-fied and then watched my daily soap operas. damn, those things get ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Ashley!!! You rock my socks!

oh my gosh. i could not be more pissed off. i just was on www.wcooler.com checking up on my ratings and such, to find that some imbecile actually spammed (left comments that were worthless and brought my rating down repeatedly) on half of my posted work. so now my highest rated piece is a stupid piece of shit miscellaneous and it's 4.75. i used to ( Read more... )

today has gone by sloooowly.

i went to driver's ed at 2:15...we went on the expressway thingamabob. it was allright i guess. i'm not too fond of driving...but i suppose i'll live. -shrug-

i've discovered that i'm a complete loser. :-D i mean, i've liked the same guy (we all remember -the boy-, yes?) for about a month and a half now, and it's still ( Read more... )

i've finally got to spend some time in my own house! i've been at my grandma's with the family for the past 3 days. while i love my family very much, 3 days with them is 4 days too many. they're a little crazy sometimes.

anyway, i really need to get started on my psych paper and finish up some of my driver's ed stuff...which reminds me, i have ( Read more... )

here's what i ended up with for christmas

• brand new piccolo
• beaded bracelet with rice charm (it's from my aunt so it's all sentimental)
• caress body lotion set thingy
• fun socks
• Franz Ferdinand CD

YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS: non-existant
YOUR CAR IS: also non-existant
YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER IS: not there
YOUR SEXLIFE IS: abstinance
YOUR CONFIDENCE IS: huge
YOUR JOB IS: lazy
YOUR MUSCIAL TASTE IS: anything and everything
YOUR HOBBIES ARE: music, dance, writing
YOUR PET(S) ARE/IS: puppy (thor), fishies, and lizard
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH PARENTS: bad
YOUR ( Read more... )