HOLLY SHIT! I have not updated in forever ( Read more... )

so this month I sort have lost ana ,lost myself in trying to be ok and "normal" when it comes to wight and food .Now I relize I just dont want to be "recovered" I dont want to be "better".So now hovering at a disgusting 100 lbs I think I will start loseing weight again its time to get thin and inbrace ana once again becouse i miss the way I feel ( Read more... )

sooo.............. I got the job at the place that interveiwed me , I should be starting next week working there about 20 hrs a week . Pluse I am working this other job for this lady I worked for befor 10hrs a week. so by next week i will be working 30hrs a week .I hope ceeping busy will help me reach my goals .Also my phycologist took me off ( Read more... )

ok so i am nnot 90 (ggrrrrr!#@%*!!) infact I think I can offficialy call myself a fat ass now , but anywaz. I had a realy good v-day Josh gave me a beautifull bracelet & the most perfict ross I have ever seen ! I wuvs him!! :) he is the best . umm dont know what eles to right so ummm thats alll .....
bye for now.

I have not updated in a wile , umm here is wats happing ....I might have 2 jobs , i will know by next week . me and josh are really good still ,I am so lucky ! :) .umm I have been eating alot lately blah :( but i will get back on track by next week cuz i will be 90 on valintines day for sure . umm I dont have time to really update now but i ( Read more... )

How many therapist dose it take to chang a lightbulb?
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None! The lightbulb has to wanna chang its self.

lol lame yes but i still thin it is a little funny ;P

not that meny (or any ) of you propably care or even read this shit lol .I have not had a chance to get my computer hooked up in my aprtment yet , so I can only get online every so offtin when I go to my office . I can cheack my e-mail every day though , on the computers at the computer lab where i live . So if any one wants to wright me my e-mail ( Read more... )

I know I have not updated much latly / just been going through some ups and downs. HMM well I am moved in my place its nice. Me and josh are doing good .Josh stayed over sunday , we watched edwared sisserhands (i love that movie) .I have actully strayed away from my beloved ana latly ,I went to the docters today and weighed in at a disgusting 98 ( Read more... )

I moved yesterday .Yup . No more stayin at claudias .My new bedroom is goona look really cool when I finish with it .I bought some really cool sheets lol .The place I am staying is cool .There is A huge pool / gym /jacuzzie/ computer room/taning bed/game room / tennis court / sand vally ball court /and a thearter room.So far the only bad thing is ( Read more... )

so I am finaly finished packing (at 3 :30 am lol ) I have done everything except send all my pics to my e_mail / and also save them to a disk . I am to tired to do that right now . I will be sleeping on the floor this morning cuz i took apart my bed. I am Looking at all my stuff I packed & I am woundering isf I have to much stuff to fit at the ( Read more... )