some pics i took last night out of boredum ...

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Today I feel like crying . I feel so broken .I'm so worthless.I'm so alone , but i deserve to be .I wish I was someone beautifull and happy.

yesterday I went over josh's house for a little wile that was realy fun .today was fun for the most part. I had a picknik with probey & claudia in the cematery . claudia gave my christmess present , its a purse that says f*ck all over it .I love it :) . I was thinking about starting a fast from tomorrow till christmess , but one of my friends ( Read more... )

it's amazing how people can chang how we feel so ez .Even by just a simple phone call to say hello .
:)

Hugs warm you from the outside. Kisses warm you from within.

so claudia called me up and asked if i could take her to lunch (of cores i said yes because I am nice, she was buying .So we go and she asked me what i wanted and i was nervouse so i ordered a plane baked potato and a chickin strip saled but I only ate half the potato / a 1 of the chickin strips and 4 bites of the saled . I droped claudia off and ( Read more... )

today I feel no modivation for anything .I was suppose to go take my cpt test today but i decided i will do it monday , that way I have more time to study . My lip still hurts a little , 2 days ago i bit it so hard i soaked a napkin with blood .Not sure what to do today dooring the day ....I was thinking of going to the store and geting some foods ( Read more... )

Bless me Ana, for I have sinned ( Read more... )

I have not been feeling well lately to the point where if i do eat something i have not realy been able to keep it down .Blah , today I am feeling a little better though ( Read more... )

I will update on whats been going on later tonight .
for now look at these new pics ....

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