So things have gotten a lot better.. I can't even describe ( Read more... )

I look different. I cut most of my hair off. It's to my chin practically. I painted my nails bubble gum pink. I feel like a girl again. For the past two hours I've been watching Dr. Phil do what he sucks at.. therapize the psycho families and try and help the Holloways grieve. Your daughter is dead, sorry to say. Sometimes I wish that was me.

Pulled my Chemistry/Physics grade up to a B ( Read more... )

The more I have dance, the more I hate it. Simple enough to understand. Put a hardhead student and teacher together, you don't quite get a good equation ( Read more... )

Loudspeakers come on, "Any sweaters not declaring 'NDP' on them are against regulation." No one cares. No one has ever cared.

T.J. just texted me. I wish he was straight. If he was, he'd be mine. I love kissing my fag. Drinking my Rockstar and eating my Balance bar, I decided that I don't agree with much of anything anymore. I don't agree that ionic bonds are necessary.. I don't agree that I'm beautiful.. I don't agree with evolution, revolution, culmatic equations, ( Read more... )

Do you ever wonder what everything's about? Yeah, I just did. In dance, I realized, or better yet, I had an epiphany or something. I'm not living a purpose, or to be more blunt, I'm nothing. I am waiting for my friend to wake up and text me. But there it is again, I am always waiting. Is anyone ever waiting for me? No. Never. So why do I ( Read more... )

I fuck up so much.
I hate myself for it.

I was so sure of my sexuality.

Then Kim kissed me..

No wait.. she did more than kiss me..

She full fledged made out with me in front of Fuzziwigs.

What now?

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I had a good day though. =D

So pretty much I haven't updated in a week ( Read more... )