I love him.  I always will.  He's officially embedded in my heart.

But I fucked up.  I wanted him to hate he just as much as I hated him in that instant, and then I just wanted to make it so much easier on me by keeping his hatred flaring.  It was a mistake... a huge...ass.mistake...that..... I really wish I could take back.  I mean... he could have ( Read more... )

I don't know what the hell happened this week, let alone today, but dammit everything is just going wrong!  As if it wasn't enough to have the bomb threats, the fire crap, the flood, or the break downs during social studies (again), now I'm almost shot.  THANK YOU CARELESSNESS ( Read more... )

I don't know that it necessarily matters, but do you ever get that feeling where you know you weren't in love with a persono until you see them with someone else?  Jealousy.  I know.  I hate it.   I care, really I do, but please stop telling me what you do with your new perfect girl when you just got done saying how much you still love me!  The ( Read more... )

I feel like crap.

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