well, so much for annual sunday updates. i've had some really eventful days. myspace comes through in the clutch. i made a new friend, and her name is erin. we've been talking for the past week or so, and it has been awesome. we have the best conversations ever. she came to show on friday, and we chatted for a little bit. then on saturday we hung ( Read more... )

it's been a tough couple of weeks, but i've been learning a lot. i lost another family member thursday morning. this one has been pretty hard, and i'm trying to deal with it. i've learned who my true friends are in these tough times though. it's odd because it seems as though anyone who has ever said they'd be there for me has been nowhere to be ( Read more... )

it seems as though the past few weeks of my life i have been surrounded by death. i've lost a few friends, and countless idols. it's been extremly disturbing, but even worse than death is waiting for someone to die. you watch them suffer, and try to live but you know it's only a matter of time. i think all of this death has led me to feel extremly ( Read more... )

i declare sundays my offical updating day. well, i'm going to try to at least. it's been a really long week. i've been pretty sick all week, and i just can't get over it. i've been feeling really lonely the past few weeks. i've pretty much learned to be on my own entertainment though. i've grown up never having a best friend or even a good friend ( Read more... )

wow, long time no update. a lot of things have been going on lately, but i'm not going to tell you about most of them. i finally got my new car, and it just might be the coolest car ever. besides the bat mobile of course. if i could find my usb cable i would post detailed pictures. i started getting a lot of my things in order for college, and i'm ( Read more... )

well, not a whole lot has been happening lately. my birthday came and went. my actualy birthday was pretty lame, but the day after ended up being pretty cool. i don't really feel any different, but i dind't expect to either. the jeepster died on me the other day which means either a new vehicle or a new engine. my dad told me today that my mom ( Read more... )

19 chapters of one thing i've blown.

the last few days have owned. i only had to work half a day yesterday (christmas eve), but i stayed late so i could make a little extra money to make up for everything i spent on presents and such in the past few weeks. i came home and relaxed for a little bit then headed to my grandparents for a little christmas eve family style get together. i ( Read more... )

wow, so many things have been happening lately, and it has all felt so unreal. the demo is doing really well. we've been playing shows like crazy, and have some huge ones coming up next year including 100 demons, phobia, since the flood, psyopus, and 3 or 4 more that i can't remember right now. including one huge show that i'm not allowed to talk ( Read more... )

well, right now my emotions have my by the throat. i've had a few longs talks with people this weekend, and they've really opened my eyes. kayla is suppossed to be coming home today sometime, and i'm excited about that. i proabably won't get a chance to talk to her, but at least she'll be a little closer. this weekend has been a long one and i'm ( Read more... )