it's been a long time since my last update, but here we go. first and foremost on thursday (thanksgiving) i was able to spend me evening with kayla. we've talking a lot lately, and it has been awesome. it felt like it had only been two days since i'd seen her last but in reality it has been around 6 months or so i believe. we didn't do much just ( Read more... )

well, it has been a long long time since i've updated this thing and so much has changed. first off, dani and i are no longer together. which i truthfully believe is a good thing. towards the end of our relationship things were really bad and i was hurting constantly. it's just a lot better this way, and i feel a lot better about myself. K.I.L.L ( Read more... )

i don't have anything at all to type, but i need something right now. work was long, and miserable. i sat at home all night, because my dad wanted me to pick my sister up even though he was home in plenty of time to do it himself. dutch, and mick said they were going to stop, but never did. it feels like i'm being buried alive.

these days keep getting longer and longer. i want this sickness to go away. i wish i could put all my feelings into words, but i think it's impossible right now. today has proabably been the worst in a while, and i really didn't think it could get much worse. blah, i don't even want to type in this anymore.

i can't take this sickness anymore. it seems to be getting worse instead of better. i just want the whole thing to be gone and done with. i'm finally able to start and eat more complete meals, but i'm the pain in my side/back is worse. last night was the exorcist with jonah, and meghan. we stopped at saw dani at work for a litle, and then she hung ( Read more... )

i quit.

this sickness is really starting to get to me. emotionally and physically. i've missed more work. yesterday was the most i've eaten all week, and i had a pop tart, 3 half glasses of milk, a slice of whole wheat bread, and 3 bites from a baked potato. i want to be over this, and i don't think any of the doctors are diagnosing me correctly. very blah ( Read more... )

well, tonight was not very cool at all. i've been pretty sick the past few days and woke up puking. i stayed home from work in the morning, but my boss want to go to some air show in indiana so i had to go in this afternoon. i felt really crappy but made it through. dani called last night and she went with renee and jess balla to watch them get ( Read more... )

the past few days have had their ups and downs. saturday we had a family dinner thing for amy's birthday and xmitchx made an apperance. then i met jonah and we hung out for a little. we went to megans and met the kuzz. then rod, nate, and other joined us. we met john oc at the festivals and all the normal carrolltown kids were there. i was really ( Read more... )

the last two days have been horrible. i haven't recieved so much bad news in the past month. i guess i'm not going to college anymore, my great uncle died, and i have another uncle dying in the hospital. my parents have both been in horrible moods and have been taking them out on me. i can't go to see terror anymore, and work has been horrible. my ( Read more... )