I close my eyes. I hold my breath. Stupid I know. A vain attempt ( Read more... )

i kinda got a little burnt today in the tanner but not that bad.i think i will go in a hex tommorow. i dropped my fitness class today. i had to go to my profs office to have her sign this paper and i ended up being there for like an hour just talking to her. it was kinda cool but i did not really want to talk to her really...she just kept talking ( Read more... )

well i got 2 weeks until i go home again and 3 weeks till i see my sweet joshua. there is nothing more heart breaking than saying goodbye to him over and over again. but this time will be easier to handle seeing that we already went 3 weeks so this time i am prepared. if we did it once, then we can do it again. i know that i won't die, and even ( Read more... )

Having been gone for a week due to Spring Break, i am incredibly tired. i could not keep my eyes open in my english class and i have had this horrible headache for two days now.but only 1 1/2 days left till another 4 day weekend spent at home. i think that since my parents are going to be away in ohio i am going to spend my time with my sugar, ( Read more... )

i have no idea if tyhis is even going to post or not...for some reason all my journals are missing for like the past month or so...weird...

i truly have come to a conclusion that there are certain people in this world who just can't wait to control you, they love it. and if the possiblity of the you getting away from them, drives them crazy. i will go to whatever college i feel fits my dreams and life plans. i don't care what any one else thinks and if you say that that is just ( Read more... )

i want to crawl into my safe place
where i can't be hurt
where my heart won't break.
i want to run away
close myself off.
keeping my hands over my eyes
so i can't see you walking away.

WEEKENDS OFFICIALLY SUCK!!! this weekend was so boring. there really is no one here on the weekends. but i guess i can say i kinda say i had fun with lorry though. friday night we stayed up till 4:30 in the morning watching the O.C. (which i am totally obsessed with now) we did not get up till some time in the early afternoon. we went out to eat ( Read more... )

Looking back on a time and place ( Read more... )

here is just a thought i had ( Read more... )