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 I'm ready to do a lot of things in my life. I'm ready to settle down with someone (Amanda) and start a family. I want our own place that is big enough to comfortably house us three and Jackson as well as maybe room to expand in the future. I want to either fix my car up so it's not CRAP or get a new (bigger) car maybe a Scion, Subaru or Element ( Read more... )

Horoscope for today....

You have to learn the art of forgiveness. This is not so much about forgiving others during this phase as letting go of your own self-defeatist attitude and accepting yourself for who you are. Traumatic experiences that occurred in the past contribute towards who you are now. You can see these events in a positive light if ( Read more... )

So many thoughts going on right now. What do I do now?

Skipped worked today :) It was a pretty good day.

I'm not sure what I'm feeling today. I kinda feel like my head is going to explode. A little sad and sulky and lonley today...hopefully that will pass. I'm kinda coming to terms with the whole Bailey shit. I'm just at an I don't really care if I ever see and or talk to her ever again. She is just not who I went out with and not who I dated. ( Read more... )

falling ....it's complicated

looking at places so i can move.....again. Probobly moving back into the wimbledon :) which makes me happy cause there is a gym and a pool there, totally into it.  35 day until my 21st!!! going to throw a party at my new place when we get there as a house warming. its greeeeeat

Today has been really hard. It is my first holiday in four years without Bailey and it is just hitting me that this will be my first birthday without her, first summer, first pride, first rose fest, first free cone day, first year without her here with me. Without her warmth and smile here to light my way and make me have those goofy flip-flop ( Read more... )

soooo here goes. broke up with sheree it just yeah was never meant to be anything more than a friendship. my stepdad is in the CICU (Cardiac intensive care unit) he had growths on his vocal chords that got so big that they blocked his windpipe, went to the ER cause he couldn't breath had to do emergency surgery, and now has fluid around his heart ( Read more... )