i ordered my new binder... it took a week to get here and it is too fucking big. so now i have to send it back which will take a week or so and wait for them to send me a smaller one...which will be another week. FUCK this pisses me off.

I don't know what to do alot of the time but i know that i need to let go some. i do need to let go some, i just need to figure out how to. We have to move out of our house. The landlord decided that they were not making enough money by just renting it out and decided to give us 30 days notices and get rid of us so we are currently houses hunting ( Read more... )

Well i went to go buy Panic tickets today and all together with service fees and such they woul be 50.00!!!! for fuck sake. Now the question is....are they worth 50 yeah its for two tickets but cmon now, i normally go to shows that cost like 15 at the most...what is this shit. So what do you think...do it or not?

I feel like I'm suffocating when he's gone and i don't know what to do about it because i don't like keeping him from friends...i want him to be with friends... i don't want to ruin his relationships with friends. I love him... i don't like feeling like this though, hence me always thinking that love was stupid

today is me and baileys year and a half. Feels good. I made him a DVD slideshow of pictures from when we first met to the present, seperate slide of ourselves alone and growing up and one of our doggies.

I've been thinking alot about transitioning altough i dont know how to bring it up to my mother and that is the only thing stopping me.That and I'm not sure if it will affect things with bailey and i dont want that. this is his forte though, but it will be a lot of changes.

well we just finished our last course which was buffet presentation. we had to make 5 different desserts from different categoris and make six of each. i just got my grade which was a B...went up.good. here are pictures of my display. There are Lemon tarts with mango and lime, A Common Meringue vacherin with common swiss frosting and kiwis, passion ( Read more... )

I bought a little two foot deep swimming pool and here are some of the pictures that we got when it was no longer that hot and when it was just done filling (hose water is cold!)
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I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED MY LAST SEMESTER HELL FUCKING YEAH WAY TO GO FOR ME! well the story is that i failed my last class and i had to take this test today to see if i could bring up that grade and i got a fucking A, and thats how you bring an F to a C. FUCK YEAH!

everything is ok me and bailey are doing good yeah w fight but i think any couple living together does. I love him so fucking much i don't even think it is possible anymore. i don't work anymore. yeah, quit the job...but that means no money. I need a job so i can go get another tattoo, and i need to get one before july 14th so i can do what i have ( Read more... )