well then ok...i know ive been negelectful of my livejournal family..and im sorry..ive been busy!! but i still love you guys!! anyways...wahts new...goodness whats Not new lol...im moving back to MA for while to help out my mom and little brother..becuase as most of you know hes 2 and because of all the bullshit with my moms husband she ended up ( Read more... )

Im officially un happy with my life...i was starting to get back into things and get used to not ahving my family here since they moved back 2 months ago..welll nope thats not good enough..Dans mom is kicking me out and im moving back to MA..but not for forever i love the people back there but its just not my home anymore ...CA is and i dont want ( Read more... )

ToMoRoW im moving out of ttc into oceanside "renting" a room off of dans mom, and its actually really good. i think im going to be much happier but i wish i wasnt so far from all of my friends that are here... especiially the ones that im really just becoming friends with. its sucks, and i dont know what to do but all i can do is stay i touch and ( Read more... )

i always want to be meaningful and let you know whats going on in my life and i never do, so lets see wats going on in my life. nothing really. im a loser i have no ilfe my life consists of WORK and SCHOOL ( Read more... )

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hey everyone sorry i havent updated in just about forever because i dont know what to write..or i dont have access to computer..me and wesley are doing good...im doing alright my visit to mass was go and i miss everyone back there hardcore...i miss everyone!!! i missed people here while i was there though..alright i love everyone but this is super ( Read more... )

ok me and wesley broke up yesterday because before we can be together he needs to work on his problems, and im so confused because i just want to run up and hug and kiss him..i love him a lot...and i wnat to be with him more than anything but right now he needs to work on his shit it just sux because i want to be with him....i hate life...i want to ( Read more... )

wow, life just well its sux, and i dont know what to do about it. i dont like being here anymore. i just want to leave...just leave and never turn back...fuck this shit i am not gonna get into trouble for fuckn nothing man. fuck this shit

ok, its about my boyfriend, or should i say the love of my life, i love him with all my heart and i want to marry him, but im scared he knows that already though, i guess i just dont want to be hurt again, and i dont think that he will do that to me its just theres an "ex" of his that gets in the way of us bein together because i know that he loves ( Read more... )

ok well since drey basically yelled at me for never updating my journal, goodness gracious whats new in my life, i have a boyfriend, wesley, i love him very much, i have a job, im doing good not living with my mom, im happier, not more suicidal shit and im just so much better like its ridiculous...if u want my new cell number just email me ( Read more... )