i hate that unsettling feeling.
you know what i mean, right in the depths of your belly.

there's an apartment full of people, and i am completely out of my mind bored. thats sad.

i have no words to express the feelings that i feel and the things that go through my head ( Read more... )

changing, changing, changing, and rearranging.
life is anything but normal currently.

david and i got a kitten and we named it marley; and all a long  he was in fact a she. oh well. SHE'S FUCKING INSANE. i look like a cutter to say the least. heh. since summer began i've been in winston with david. my life is pretty interesting. we've surrounded ourselves with a great group of friend's. it's an extended family away from my mothers ( Read more... )

It's three a.m. and I want to go to bed ( Read more... )

2 weeks left and hopefully winston-salem will be my new home.

i'm afraid home is no longer where the heart is.
the only thing i enjoy here is my cat.
my heart is in camel city, and i crave the city noises.
there is nothing here for me anymore, i only crave old faces.
i think i'm about done with kernersville.
i want to pick up and move.

some days my mind is so cluttered, i almost feel as if i can't get a full thought out.
theres just so much on my mind, i've hardly spoken all day.

melodies flow past my ear drums,
lulling luke-warm lullabies of my past.

i've got mediocre dreams of
a simple life, a happy life, comfortable without too much struggle.

my head still isn't completely on straight,
all in good time.

i've learned:

to work hard,
but love more.

the greatest love can come easy,
and patience is the virtue.

don't be afraid to give ( Read more... )