nothing new. same shit, different day.
my life blurrs together in weeks.

i hate everything
i hate everything
i hate everything

oh and did i mention.. everything sucks.

back in a cycle,
all my days blur together.

things are out of control, i don't know how much more i can take.

you know i was just thinking ( Read more... )

sick for a month, still getting over it.
11 months for david and i. we're still stronger than ever.
i got a car, i just gotta get my license.
we need a new place to live.
i'm outta work for a week, i need that money.
shit.

short short update.

I wake up exhausted it's not morning
It's back to sleep to re-dream me
We're alone and we're happy.

i wish i had something original of my own to write instead of using song lyrics to express what i feel. i think i'm having blockage..i have no way to express myself. i wish i had space just to dance my heart out. even if noone was watching i think it ( Read more... )

i wanna love you and treat you right ( Read more... )

i'm sure that i'm unsure about a lot of things. i feel like i'm just drifting a long.
dlfks;oiadfolldjkjg
it's just too cluttered.

Lights go out and I can't be saved ( Read more... )

i hate being angry, i have spent so much time in my life being angry.
it's like i just explode, and i don't mean too.
that's what i hate. it's now become a character flaw.
i will have to work on that..somehow.
but for now i need a piece of mind.
i'm starting to feel like i'm losing myself.