im feeling shitty and hopeless

i need a job. otherwise new zealand wont be happening, and i dont want that..
what was most disheartening was my mother telling me she doesnt think i'm gonna go anymore, because of the money.
and then i got the call saying i didnt get the job
and then my other resort, wont be happening either

blah

hand's down
Nine Inch Nails was THE BEST show of my entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i get to experience it AGAIN tonight!

i dont think it can be beat

i am so in love
♥

cause i really dont think anyone really pays attention anymore

this turns out to be a test
and no ones passing, how sad

__zoomzoom

already!

hahaha
it's funny that my last 3 entries have all just been happy birthday shout-outs ^__^

well loverfaces, the time has come
and i've made myself a new journal, finally

it is __zoomzoom
add me!
♥

i dont know what im going to do with this one, i think i may just keep it for communities and such. as for __zoomzoom i'm thinking i may just turn it into a ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENS!
i love you hunny!
:: confetti ::

19!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANA!!!
::THROWS CONFETTI::

well fucking shit ( Read more... )

so the cost to go to New Zealand is turning out to be more than i thought...
i was imagining it being about $1500.00

that's enough, shit
but noo
most tickets are like $2100.00+

i'm gonna have to sell my soul

so is anyone gonna answer me about bumbershoot?
what days are you guys going?
are you even going anymore?

PLEASE ANSWER!

i'm fine with going by myself, but fuck if you guys are gonna be there, i might as well be with you/see you.