So alcohol takes the reins and you don't even care. An end to an era that probably was just a waste of time over that. Drunk driving. Really? After your "close" friend was killed by a drunk driver. I told you no more and you didn't think I was serious. Does it look like I'm bluffing now? I know where you are right now and I know what you're doing. ( Read more... )

I need to get the fuck out of this fucking house before I go insane. I hate my fucking father. He's a fucking piece of shit. I'm not forgiving him this time. I swear. I hate Erika because she plays whatever he says. "Why'd you go out looking for me?" "Because you were an hour and 45 minutes late, you should have been back by then" dad chimes in and ( Read more... )

Yesterday we went to six flags. That was hands down the most fun I've had in a long long time. We went on the Kingda Ka, that would be the world's highest and fastest roller coaster. Holy shit. 0-128 MPH in 3.5 seconds. Fucking awsome. 458 feet in the mother fucking air and it looks like you're going to just go smack down to the pavement. We went ( Read more... )

Another bullshit fight where I'm made to seem like the bad guy because WE had plans to begin with. Another fucking stupid thing that's hippocritical and I'm always the one who's wrong in the end, at least I won that one. Got over it...I think ( Read more... )

Some say love, it is a river ( Read more... )

I hear the ticking of the clock
Im lying here the rooms pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it wont end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the bone ( Read more... )

Here's an idea, Grow up Amanda.

Sometimes it still feels unreal. Like you're just going to leave me again, but I hope that's not what happens. I forgot how much fun I can have with you when we're just messing around even though I usually end up getting hurt I feel like I'm always right where I belong in those moments. You always ask me if I'm high, and in a way I am. I get so ( Read more... )

So my left ear is fucked up, but I couldn't be happier.

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I'm getting tired of this up and down, back and forth all the time. make up your mind.