...something always has to go wrong to drag me further into despair?

i'm so frustrated and confused with him. Once again he is avoiding my IMs and ignoring me. What the hell did i do this time? Last time i saw him seemed like we were once again close. or closer anyway. I get so worried when he does this. does he know i talk to certain people still? is that why? Did my attempts to talk to cicada groupie get back to ( Read more... )

So what is it with the military lately? it seems like everyone i know and love is either in the military, or going into the military. Jenn is in the reserves, Mallory wants to go into the reserves, Nick is in the Cavalry unit, Mikey is signed up to go in with Nick, my little bro is thinking about going into the military. I don't like it. I'm not ( Read more... )

So it's mother's Day today, and i feel like a big idiot cause i completely forgot to get my mom a card. Bleh. She seemed to be in a grumpy mood when I woke up and saw her. Of course, this would be around 2 pm cause everyone knows how much I love to sleep. Well we are all going out to dinner for mother's day...so hopefully she will be in a better ( Read more... )

i haven't written in here in so long. i guess i was a typical myspace addict. but i forgot that the reason i have this is because there are things i can not say on myspace ( Read more... )