I miss Tara ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. It was beautiful outside. I got off work three hours early which has been happening a lot lately. My pay check is going to suck ( Read more... )

I miss my husband. Our work schedules just don't work out together. Makes me so sad and I am so lonely ( Read more... )

I miss the time in my life when this journal meant more to me. I was such a different person. Life just seemed different, and it was. Although I am not much older I feel so much different now that I live on my own, have a husband, work a full time job, have survived the loss of my parents. I am still young and I don't feel like an adult, but I know ( Read more... )

I now live in Beaverton. Weird ( Read more... )

It is officially moving day. Later this morning I will be living in Beaverton. I have to wake up in like 5 hours and I've been up for 20 already. I'm a little bit terrified. I just signed a new year lease, in a new city. Sadly, I'm really not liking the job I'm moving there for so we'll just see what happens ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in forever, but today I got my very first laptop so that may be changing ( Read more... )

I've got a cold and I really hate it ( Read more... )

When I get really upset about parts of my life that I can't control I start to freak out about my house. Its so dirty and I just can't get it clean and then I start to have a panic attack and no one understands. It's like my house is the one aspect of my life I feel like I can control, but I blame Martin for the way it is so I take all of the anger ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is absolutely falling apart in front of me and I have no idea what to do. Rent is due in one week and I have no money and after my conversation with the unemployment office today it doesn't sound like that will be coming through. All I want to do is sleep until I know whats going to happen.