i know i haven't written in here in a while but i am having a hard time dealing. me and heather split up today and it is eating me apart. i don't know what i am supposed to do now. i feel like everything is wrong. i feel like no matter what i do i have done it with her. i can't listen to music or watch tv or anything. i don't even know where to ( Read more... )

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everyone check it out and let me know what you think.. this is the only we could record at the moment cd's will up for grabs soon and we will be playing shows soon too...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!!!!

i would have called you but i don't have your number.. if you see this please comment with your adress. i want to send you your present but i can't get ahold of you..

i feel like i caged animal.. i have been doing nothing bu lying around and working. i have to do something soon before my head explodes.

i had a pretty good time last night on the boat for my birthday. we sailed around with steff and got a little drunk(well i got a little drunk some other got a lot of drunk lol) but all in all it was really fun. no one had a bad time which made me happy to see everyone getting to know each other that didn't before and stuff. i really missed amanda ( Read more... )

this will be first birthday with out jamie i miss him so much.

ouch that hurt.

there is no feeling like feeling of your son crying for no other reason than besides he wants his daddy.

::screams at tops of lungs::

EVERYONE STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY MARRIAGE!!!