well tonight has been a shitty night, i went up to this bible school thing they're having up at my old church and i figured hey why not ya know? well i almost beat the shit outta some guy up there, didnt happen for two reasons, 1 he was 15 and 2 i was at a church ( i was mostly concerned bout the second one) wanna know why? well yesterday my ( Read more... )

Uh lets see whats new??? Umm im outta that rut i was in about goin back to how i used to be, i used to be okay with bein all pissed and quick to anger and all that other type of B.S., but i just cant do it anymore it takes to much energy to be pissed all the time specially if im not really pissed off anyways. lol. um things are lookin up a bit. ( Read more... )

Well i pretty much figured out myself that the person that i was interested in and was talking to for a while, who now has a boyfriend, was apparently talking to him at the same time that the two of us were talking. Im such an idiot because there were always these excuses whenever i tried to get together to do something with her, then i hear all ( Read more... )

Well some pretty cool stuff has been happening lately. I'm looking at a promotion at work to becoming the lead over electronics, i'll take a $2.00 increase in pay so that'll be good, be making $11.80 an hour at least so i'll be able to move out, get my own bachelor pad, no roomates nothing like that, just a place for me. I'm on post for 5 days so ( Read more... )

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Ever feel like your not good enough for some things, or maybe even everything?? I mean dont get me wrong i have every confidence in myself, i just pay attention to what people think of me and even if i know its not true and their wrong i still come out feeling like shit sometimes. I mean its hard to feel like you dont live up to what u should or ( Read more... )

Damn it man i just got heated again. I got a text from angel just now telling me that we needed to talk. Now fyi i have been talking to angel lately to see whats going on there cause i missed her kinda but i was making sure that i really did so i didnt hurt her again. But anyways i call her up and apparently people at walmart btw i dont work there ( Read more... )

well lets see...while everyone else has been having fun at prom and other such things, i've actually been working my ass off at two jobs, one in 2 days thank god justy Sears after that. But hey i have some good news, i've actually been talking with this new girl at work, her names Brittany. Shes bout 5'5'' long brown hair, built like awsome, and ( Read more... )

hmmm well just read sumthing interesting, apparently i'm full of bullshit about how i still care for summer, not that i wanted anything to come of it, but i thought we could talk about it and put it behind us but apparently im full of shit so yeah....once again experience proves it's smarter to not give a fuck. and usually this is where i would say ( Read more... )

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