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yeah i'll remember that next time, when you need a favor.

SO THIS IS HOW MY INTERVIEW WENT TODAY ( Read more... )

i'm not sure what's wrong with me. i always say i want something and then i get it only to realize that i don't actually want it. mostly i'm just ungrateful. but this isn't like that. it's very internalized and as much as i would have tried to make it work, it won't ( Read more... )

k, it's almost 5 am. here i am once again. i can't stand how fucking restless i am. where's that remote control? i would like it if we could just fast forward to the good parts. there's a guy walking down the street. i don't know how to live life, is there a guide for that? what should i do. eat? no. watch tv? no. read? maybe. can't sleep. can't ( Read more... )

okay so i woke up last night, my throat was on fire, i was achy, gland swollen. i'm sooooooooooo tired. i feel like shit. i can't be sick. anastazyia is coming. can't be sick. i found some antibiotics from my previous throat infections so hopefully that will help ( Read more... )

all right so this girl messages me on myspace and offers me a modeling audition for her magazine. she says there are no height or weight requirements. basically she just wants pictures for the articles she puts together. i don't get paid, she just tells me for the particular article how to do my hair and make up, i take my picture or have someone ( Read more... )

yo i'm motha fuckin bleeding right now. thank god ( Read more... )

so last night i slept for about for hours and then i woke up and couldn't go back to sleep for about 3 more. it kind of sucked and it's happening again. i'm totally stressed about this whole not having health insurance things, but i don't think that's it. whatever my computer has a virus and norton anti virus is all like "i ain't touching THAT ( Read more... )

battah up, wicked awesome guy. so i'm like what should i do today, i don't know, cecilia just came out da box. i bet she pooped that STINKAH. she's a pissah. anyway. i'm thinking i'll go to NH because my resume is a mess, and i have no food here. but gas is soooooo expensive. i've got to get a move on because apparently my boss knows that i'm not ( Read more... )