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Coming Out as FTM
I took a big step two days ago. I went out with my best friend to a bar to sing karaoke. On the way we talked and she shared her issues that she was having. After she was done I told her I had something to talk to her about but she had to go to the restroom first. When she came out I told her about how I was talking to someone and they thought ( Read more... ) -
Shaving....First
I shaved for the first time today. I'm pre-T so I dont really have a reason too, I guess. Anyway I went around campus looking in stores for aftershave lotion and couldnt find any. I was very disappointed but it did feel good to shave for once. I nicked myself after about three strokes. Anybody else shave and pre-T? -
Took Big Steps TOday!!!!!!
Just ordered my FIRST PACKER AND COCK SOCK!!!!!! I am so excited I can hardly wait. I ordered both of the products from the website transitional male. I was going to order from mango but they only took paypal. I don't have a paypal account and cant set one up because you need checks and I dont have any right now. I looked at Babeland but the ( Read more... ) -
Finally made a decision!!!
I think I figured the type of packer I am going to buy. I am going to buy the 3 1/2 inch packer from Mango products. I need some sort of way to hold the packer in place. I looked at transistional male and found a cock sock. The cock sock fits on your waist like a jock strap but there is a hole for the packer to poke through. I also looked at this ( Read more... ) -
Boxer Briefs
Decided I need to buy the correct underwear. For my whole Ive been wearing female underwear. Recently I was thinking of buying new ones. It tool me a while to figure our what type to buy. I looked at the tags on FTM and found someone in a similar situation. They had also changed their whole wardrobe to male clothing except for the underwear ( Read more... ) -
Please help me find this great link!!!!
So i just joined this journal. MY first day I was able to find this great link that had a list of resources that were in alphabetical order. It went from A-Z. I have been trying to find it again for the last two days but can't. I know that it had to do with being FTM. I really hope that someone knows what I am talking about and can tell me how ( Read more... ) -
Packing.....other things on my mind
So lately I've been thinking about packing. I've thought about it in the past but never really went through with it. I don't think that anybody would really notice. I have heard that mango has a lot of good packers. Anything else I would need to buy besides just a packer. Wondering does anyone have any good suggestions???? When did you ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Take a Leap
Dressing and acting the way I was meant to be -
FIRST ENTRY
Today I wore my binder. I'm thinking about trying to start wearing it again on a daily basis. I realize that transitioning is against Catholic Church teaching. The Church says that it is bad to transition physically. I think that I might be losing my faith. I have actually thought about leaving the catholic church. I feel like there is no ( Read more... )