Had a highly successful day. Woke up at 10:15am. Sat around doing dick all 'til 1:30. Sarah picked me up. Went to Markville. Visited Ankit at his work - Subway *bought a chocolate milk off him. Drove to Hillcrest. Drove to Sarah's bank. Bought sunglasses. Steph Y came. Searched for a present (for what seemed like hours) for her bf. Went to her ( Read more... )

I've forgotten how lucky I have it. So, I figured, since my life right now is revolving around the fact that I can't drive - which puts me in an akward position on the social ladder of popularity, and also is a major road block in the convenience factor - that I'm just going to have the sort of, "No matter how much you sulk and pout about it, it ( Read more... )

I have come to terms that I don't really have a bad life. Not at all; Not in the least. Granted at times (and by times I do mean the majority of the time) I subconsciously over dramatize my problems, i've realized it's all in my perception of how I see myself and my life. I have roughly as many problems as the next Jane Doe, it is only that I tend ( Read more... )

I'd like to have a clean slate. I feel that i've made too many mistakes that one should ever make in their lifetime. I feel dirty, unclean, gross, my perception is now mucked up and the only thing I live for is to muck up other minds that are naive - like mine once was. I am pollution. I feel like everything I do is one big lie. I'm getting to the ( Read more... )

I have concluded that i am very fucked up. I can't recall a time where i have ever been honest with myself or someone else. i don't know how to handle this situation. i don't know how to handle everyone i fall for. i don't know anything anymore, and even all those times before where i thought i figured myself out i really didn't, it was just a lie ( Read more... )

It's a bittersweet ending. I loved every single day & i took advantage of just how good i had it. I'm happy to be home though, and use all the life lessons i've learned towards the future. i see a brighter, more positive one. sometimes i don't give myself as much credit as i should.

i'm a keeper.
i just have to start believing it.

leaving tommorow for calgary ( Read more... )

I'm utterly exhausted yet refreshed. I love this feeling. I'm home for a few days, until Sunday, and I think it was a much needed break. I take the little things for granted -- like all the time that was spent with what have come to be some really chill people. I realize even though it's the 1st night - how much time I spent with them and how much ( Read more... )

Had a really fun time yesterday. From lunch with Sarah at Golden Griddle, to Steph picking me up and surprising me with Ashley being there. To watching Nacho Libre with them, to Dimitri's, to finally Will's house -- that really topped off the whole night.

Trek Ed's tommorow. That's a really scary thought. :|

irony never ceases to bring me to my knees. had a really kickass night with one of my best guy friends and another genuinely nice boy. Sigh. Simple days, simple times, no drama. I've almost forgotten how it feels.

<3 <3

Thank you, you two, for renewing my faith in boys. :]