I've concluded that I'm a mess. I've been unkempt, untidy, random, all over the place. I can't let it be like this. Especially emotionally, just all over the place - random blips appearing on the radar screen. I need to be sure of the next person I get attatched to. I need to make sure it's a for sure thing. I'm tired of taking risks and stupid ( Read more... )

are retarded. and you can quote me on that one too.

So as of this morning I've become free from all grounding. It became bittersweet though because obviously it's a good thing i'm free to go out and actually see people now, but also I realized that most of the people I do want to see - I might not be able to get a chance to see before I leave on Wednesday. So i guess I still kinda lose ( Read more... )

I remember the times when I had one of my first LJ usernames, jenknee_fur . I remember I had a lot of people added, and the big thing was how many people were on your list and if one of the lj 'socialites' were one of your friends. Haha i remember I had a lot of them, and I tried hard to be friends with them - comment on all their entries, and kiss ( Read more... )

I've never written a love song ( Read more... )

It's just funny. That's just what it is. I'm not mad or angry or even trying to attempt lying more to save my ass to change the way things are now. It's too late anyways, I know it's too late. I'm just.. bothered? Which is of course normal. It's too be expected for God's sake. It's predictable that the first couple days would be a bitch, and I'm ( Read more... )

can math ACTUALLY die.

Today wasn't so bad ( Read more... )

I don't know why but this past week or two, i've been feeling so uncomfortable. Unsatisfied with anything I've received and basically taking everything for granted. My family, my friends, my monteary stability.. everything. I've been telling myself that i'm just going through one of my phases where I just like being alone, but even when I am, I'm ( Read more... )

Old friends, new friends.

It was to be expected.