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Writing Out My tears
This entry is going to reflect several of my past posts... which seem to be only sad ones. I apologize to anyone who actually reads these things ( Read more... ) -
2015
Looks like I only post once a year now, and I made note that both 2014 an 2013 entries were fuled by some misfortune between Battle and myself. 2013 fights were rare, but every relationship has them. After our anniversary May 28th 0f 2014 things started to really changed. Needless to say, the update is that the inevitable has happened. He left me ( Read more... ) -
Tsukareta
For all my successes in life, and as wonderful as I look on paper, one wouldn't guess that I fluctuate between good and miserable on a consistent basis. I've also realized that even though facebook says I have 1000 friends and people claim they love me and think I am the greatest person, I feel alone. The reality is, I don't have anyone to talk to ( Read more... ) -
Depression
It's 7:30am in the morning and I haven't yet been asleep. In fact I only arrived home a little over thirty minutes ago from my boyfriends house. Today or rather I should say yesterday was a good day until I asked him if he would like to see me. He told me "not today". When I inquired why ( first potential mistake) he said it was because even though ( Read more... ) -
2013
So many things have changed since I last wrote in this journal, and it also seems like I only manage to make yearly updates. I've gotten a boyfriend, Battle, who I've been dating for 8 months now. My father has been dead for over a year. My health is in a steady decline, I have a new car but lost the job to maintain monthly payments. However it's ( Read more... ) -
hmm
2012 has already proven to be an interesting year, and by interesting I don't mean all good things. However all in all I think I've come to the conclusion that some people should watch what they post, be sure of what they say, consider all that is at stake for others, understand that your situation may pale in comparison to others and know that ( Read more... ) -
A New Year
So 2010 has ended and I have reflected on my year a bit. Not much as I still don’t have the full mental capacity to truly indulge and explain everything swirling around in the recesses of my mind, but I will give it a go ( Read more... ) -
Hitting the One Year Mark
Well I have managed to be here in Japan nearly one year now. It's hard to believe that it's been that long already. When it all started time was going so slowly, and then I decided to get into EVERYTHING and now I never have time. Heh, that's how things go I guess. However lately despite the good times the world has been kicking me pretty hard. I ( Read more... ) -
The screen burns my eyes!
Ok, so I just wanted to say something random in the tag line. It possibly has something to do with the fact that I am tired out of my mind, and at work passing the time doing random things since I've finihed teaching classes for today ( Read more... ) -
Vietnam
Sooo I've been here in Vietnam for seven days now. It's been a wondeful, interesting and enlightening ( some good some bad ) experience. Been a while since Ive saiduch here and I van only hope that everyone who used to read I still interested in my normal/ not so normal life routines. Ofcourse when I am not waiting to get a 10 hour plus bus ride to ( Read more... )