I'm so tired. I guess that's what I get for having a baby. I love Ezra, I really do, but sometime I wonder if I would've been better off not having him in the first place. Post-partum is a bitch I might add. I went up to Fergus Falls this past weekend and saw Daniel...Fell head over heels in love. I don't know what to do about it. I know it's okay ( Read more... )

I have never been so miserable in my entire life!! Being pregnant is one of the loneliest expierences ever! I hate it! I hate what it does to your body, mind, life, friendships. Because I have no friends anymore and you'd think I would considering most all of them have been through the same fucking thing, but noooo, it's as if I do not exsist ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor today for a utlrasound to determine how far along I am so the due date could be found. I'm 19 weeks and four days....half way there, yes!!!!! I'm due July 14th, hopefully Dallas will be in town on the day that I pop. We're excited for this baby, especially after today. We also found out that we're having a little boy(happy dance ( Read more... )

By the end of the weekend I will be completely moved out of this house here in Champlin. It'll be nice, I guess. I'll be back at my dad's, a place where he doesn't know that I am pregnant. It'll be weird at first, with me sleeping on the futon in the upstairs living room. Which is also where Bailey sleeps and Chelsea is in my old room...which has ( Read more... )

I feel completely and utterly hopeless....

Last night I was sitting in front of this box when Kristin came in at about 11:30. She's on the phone and she has the "Kristin" smile onher face she asks me, "Wanna go on a road trip?" I was like What?! I asked her where and she said Fegus Falls. So I said sure. We drove about three hours north at almost midnight to see Brandi and Tyler. Tyler ( Read more... )

Life is good lately. I just got an awesome cell phone today...Right outta the blue Mom called me and told me that Dad bought ny sisters and I phones...weird. So, no all of you will be able to get ahold of me. If any of you have myspaces, which i'm sure you all do, you have a messege from me with the number in it...yay! Dalls is great, although he ( Read more... )

I went to the HIM show Friday night and they kicked Minnesota's ass!!!!! Oh my GOD! Valo was amazing...So0o0o0o0 Damn hawt! *orgasms* and he was drunk lol. I've never seen girls throw underwear and bras up on stage before. I thought that went out in the 80's with the hair bands, guess I was wrong, lol. I introduced Dallas to them when we ( Read more... )

this song is great.....and it's for anyone that dislikes anyone a great deal right now ( Read more... )

Well....in love once again...with the middle school wet dream....how interesting....