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Magnificent.
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Missing him.
I can't help but be sad. He left for home today, and all I want is to be with him once again...It's only been a couple hours and I long for his presence. -
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The End.
1.How do we deal with the awful feeling of brokenness?
2.How do we start to move on?
3.How on earth are we ever going to smile again?
1.I never will be whole again.
2.I don't believe I can.
3.You can't smile when all you feel is numbness. -
Life.
I can't even begin to explain how I'm feeling. I want to curl up in a ball, with someone hugging me and giving me comfort. I want someone to tell me everything will be okay. I want to feel like nothing is this world is wrong. I want to be happy again. I'm never happy anymore. Or so it seems. When I do feel happy, it just washes away in an instant. ( Read more... ) -
It's done.
So a couple days ago my father accepted the friend request I had sent him on Facebook. He did nothing, Said nothing to me. I wondered, "Does he even know who I am? Does he just think I'm someone in his family who he's never met before (since we have the same last name), maybe a daughter of a distant cousin." I didn't know. It got to a point where I ( Read more... ) -
Father's day.
Today it is father's day. You know I never really payed much attention to father's day...I remember when I was in elementary school and all my classmates were making father day cards, I would make one for my grandmother. Today was like another mother's day for me, but it was for my second mother. My grandma. It never really bothered me that I didn' ( Read more... ) -
Job hunt.
Isn't going to well... I really want to spend my summer with my lover, but sadly I need a job. The job hunt is kind of failing at the moment though. I need to be in Texas with him, but I can't. It's a bit like torture, and I wonder if I'll survive these next 7 months without the feel of him.
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There is no need for one...
I can feel it ending.
