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Reality.
I don't want to go back to it. I'm having such a good time not having to go to school, or work. I love the fact that I can sleep in every day. I don't want life to start again. I wish I could live like this for the rest of my life...If only wishes came true ( Read more... ) -
I'm done.
I'm done being taken advantage of. -
What now?
"Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start ( Read more... ) -
Thanksgiving.
The best thanksgiving I've ever had. Karaoke, staying up all night and shopping ( 12:00 Am - 8:30 PM) , apple pie, going out and searching frantically for a news paper last minute, and shaking my butt to some funny music. These are just some of the few things that made last night amazing. I've learned that I can be happy even if that certain ( Read more... ) -
College.
I'm wondering why I have a class two hours after my first class today. Hooray for boredom. :] Anyways. This is not a blog it's more of a filling a little space, so I know I wasn't like in a comma for three weeks. Adios. -
Lost.
I'm so lost. I wish I knew how to live my life so I could be happy, and not so others would be. I miss him and I need him, though I feel like I'll never really have him. I'm angry at life in this moment. -
Runny nose.
Nothing in the world could make me feel better, when knowing in 3 days I will be about 1551.64 miles away from the person who I would give anything just to be in the same room with.
I hate crying. -
Rewind.
I wish I could go back to a time were I talked to her everyday, and she actually listend. -
Confusion.
Do I stay in Texas? I really want to. Do I go back to California and start school? I kind of want to. These are my options. Stay in Texas, where I have no idea what I'm going to do, but I'll be able to stay with my Aunt ( Maybe... I still have yet to mention that I might want to stay, but she told me if I did want to stay I was always welcome here ( Read more... ) -
The adventure has begun.
So I am now in Utah... I have actually been here two days. I just haven't had time to update my Journal. The plane ride was a bit different than I remember plane rides being. I felt heavy. Haha, I mean I feel fat every day, but that's not what I mean. My arms felt like they were being weighted down. I was smooshed between my cousin and the window. ( Read more... )