i've had a fucked afternoon and what makes it worse is that i have no on to go to.
when i come here i day dream about meeting you here, and that you still cared about me. i never know what to do about these feelings.

sia is my only comfort.

ahh. why can't everyone be honest?

friends only.

and it's been a while since i've posted a el jay rant so here goes.

my head feels heavy as if i have a hang over. i wish i stayed out tonight, lack of funding and energy spoiled my evening. 
seems all i do when i'm at home is stay on the internet, and it makes me sick and frustrated. i don't know why i'm here. 
lately, i feel like i'm not getting past ( Read more... )