yes i'm aware this could change everything. it's hard to get out of bed most days, and i'm not even home in my head. i have a real chance at happiness. and i already know exactly who i want to spend it with. sometimes when our lips meet my body becomes so numb that all i can feel is you and me. the two of us and we are everywhere and nowhere and so ( Read more... )

everything about this state of mind is beautiful; i like people best when the weather is nice. bright eyes show last night. my lungs filled with smoke and my starving eyes. but i wouldnt have had it any other way. i've opened myself up and im letting everything flow in me. why didnt you tell me i was so dead? no matter. today is alive.


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All those beautiful boys
Pimps and queens and criminal queers
All those beautiful boys
Tattoos of ships and tattoos of tears

cocorosie, tez and busdriver at the el rey theatre

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"The only constant is change."
i've been torturing myself on what to say to you. everyday seems like this new challenge.
oh, and im happy to do it. or at least it feels alright;
and at the end of the day i smile more. and i really feel like i owe that to you.
this place isnt as bad as they say;


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i'm taking a break from myself.
letting all this old pain peel away slowly,
breathing heavier and with more purpose;
i now choose to let it in.
i just want to live;

on a sillier note; this little guy is on his way to my house!

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we'll build our walls aluminum
we'll fill our mouths with cinnamon now;


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without you im just a silly girl with knobby knees.


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im a wreck these days. but things are going to change, or i am going to change. is there really a difference? when i cover one eye with the palm of my hand i see where i want to be. and when i pull away all i see is my emtpy bed and the need to destroy most everyone i love.


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