i have alot of bad habits. and it all started with this strange sense of independence. i keep playing out my life in my head and everytime it changes. i lack direction and im never really free. nobody is ever really all that free. tied down by your sad financial mishaps. i just want to help someone. i want commotion, but only motivated by peace and ( Read more... )

i feel my body dying and i can't think or feel but i know im alive. if i wasn't i think i might just feel free. i want nothingness. i want to run my hand into my thigh and let it become sand. theres beauty in that somewhere. i want to fall apart instantly and sink into the sea. i left my home today with the car packed. we couldnt pack much and it ( Read more... )

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we spend our nights drinking wine and making love.
i fall asleep to the smell of his skin. my moon, my man. im whole now and will always be, because i have found happiness.


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oh! life has been so fun lately. hooray for summer.
for me, its the way the sunlight kisses my shoulder and makes me feel warm all over.
i just breathe it in, and it helps me feel okay.

dazed and confused tonight with all my favorite people.
smoke some herb and let loose!

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sometimes things are just simply that good.

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