I guess you did me a favor by letting me down really fucking hard. I wonder what made you this way (from my second hand recollection, your asexual emotional connection wasn't always the case).
Still can't help but miss you most of the time.

I drank a 40 and went to a show. It was like everyone at Showcase Theatre had grown up and moved to a more ( Read more... )

I keep having amazingly epic and enlightening dreams and then forgetting them when I wake up. I've had a few good conversations with people I know and a lot with people I don't know ( Read more... )

has been weird. right now it just started hailing and the sky is orange and gray. on my way home there were two rainbows and one of them was really vibrant at it's end, to the point where it hurt to look at.

right now it'd be perfect to curl up and do nothing with someone. tea and cowboy beebop. yeah that sounds kind of amazing. too bad.

I am not alone. Even though it is hard for me to get up sometimes, and there have definitely been times where I could not, but I'm fucking sick of being stuck in the same recycled thoughts. It really doesn't matter, certain things. There are so many fucking people in the world I'm not trying to stay bent out of shape about a few ( Read more... )

That I wouldn't mind having an apartment or small house by myself or with a roommate for the rest of my life. Marriage is a death sentence to me. I can't wait to have a degree and be financially independent. Cats, tea, exercise, books, challenging people in their bullshit, friends, sleep. The rest is for the birds ( Read more... )

I never had any boyfriends.

And that I didn't have to raise my parents.

I either hate or feel sorry for men. I either resent or love women.

Said in a sarcastic flippancy, "It's just college. We're just experimenting."

These photographs and memories are coming to life with a new ferocity. I never know how good I have it.
Where are you now? Ha!

starting back where I started from, with a little more experience and fresh faces.

fuck the old life. fuck the old me. I don't know who that person was.

I have mono. But I'm getting better starting today basically.
This is the best mood I've been in for a while.
I don't think I'm going to waste it on the internet anymore actually.

Chris just made me a hella good salad. Spinage, chopped apple, honey poppyseed type dressing. Yo, I'm out, life is too good right now.

love,
Lindsey

I'm back and getting settled. My California trip was awesome and I still find myself getting down because I don't live there. The community up here is just so tight though. Anyway, I'm excited for friends to come back tomorrow, everyone will pretty much be back then ( Read more... )

does anyone else have a problem with abstract language?

I fucking can't stand written or oral communication. It's so inefficient and it makes me stay on the phone for hours on end arguing about stupid ass shit.

I'm so mad. I shouldn't have to feel guilty for shit. I can't change the fact that other people are drama queens, that's their problem.

btw, ( Read more... )