message to everyone who has not returned to toronto and the GTA:

i am sitting at home...alone...drinking beer and listening to the pet shop boys...

come home.

i have given up on art, and art has given up on me. i spent the entire weekend trying to paint, the results were very discouraging. I know forcing one to be creative does not produce great results, but even when i'm not forcing myself i chose to do nothing. If you were to put a paint brush in my hand i wouldn't know the first thing to do ( Read more... )

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i ask myself on a regualr basis, why? why did you change to crcp at school.  I didn't realize the emotional  pain of not having studio classes.  I am not used to so much academics. essays....lectures...midterms...and my most feared presentations ( Read more... )

i just returned home from my parents house for thanks giving. they suprised me with an early birthday present, the most handsome cat (next to bowser of course) i am having the worse time naming him, if anyone has an suggestions, please help me ( Read more... )

today stared off better. nugget and i talked and he made me feel more unbelievable than ever. we avoided the apartment and went out for a late lunch after class.  i love love, expecially when it's love nuggets love ( Read more... )

i really hate those vague over emotional and dramatic...stupid entries.....but

i honestly feel like the loneliest girl in the world. i sit by myself in all my classes...i feel alienated at school too for some retarded reason....i have no one to phone....and no one calls me. its really sad.  i feel homesick too.  i feel terrible.

i have moved back downtown and living with my nuggikins is wonderful.

i know i said i wasn't going to participate with livejournal anymore....buuuuuutttt.....

poopie had kittens and she brought them to my back door last night. They are the two cutest things i have ever seen in my life. my mom said we are going to catch the family and i can keep the kittens when they are old enough!!! eeeee!!!!

i love kitties!!!!

I can honestly say with confidence that i do not like the internet. It is far too addictve and makes me self destructive.  I hate livejournal, i hate myspace, i hate msn.

I hate that they give the ability to read about people's lives (of times when i didn't know them or was in the process of getting to know them), Xpecially important people.  There ( Read more... )