dude
emily butler
i love you.

oh man

 
My attempts to save myself and salvage whatever dignity is left
have proven futile. Obviously. 
I'm so fucking tired of this constant battle with meth.
I hate it with everything I have. 
I don't understand why it haunts me so relentlessly. 
I'm at a loss of what to do, anymore.
I COULD try and make myself feel better and less responsible 
by relying on ( Read more... )

Crank, You See
isn't any ordinary monster.
It's like a giant octopus
Weaving its tentacles not just around you,
but through you.
Squeezing until you try to get away.
Try, and you hunger for its grasping clutch;
the way its tendrils prop you up, your need
intensifying exponentially every minute you
refuse to admit it's being.

Waiting for the Drop,
you know how ( Read more... )

so i'm kickin' it, right? and i go in the other room to fold some clothes, and my grandma's out here talking to one of my mom's friends about giving him my kitten. she's all, "yeah, that's great! you can come pick him up in the morning. i'll be here." and all grinning and shit and i wanted to sock her in the goddamn fucking face ( Read more... )

tonight has been depressing ( Read more... )

drunk with taylor and sara

fuck guys i missed you.
car rides to btown with teh tbs = ♥
as do your faces.

this + more often = most def

KTHX

i realize i've been totally slacking in the lj department these days. there's never really anything new going on, though ( Read more... )

i wish my life was like it used to be ( Read more... )

eek ( Read more... )