this will probably be the last entry i make into this journal. i haven't updated in a long time, i know. i should've just left it where it was, but i feel like i should give it a send off ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here, at 12:32 of the PM finishing up a bowl of cereal... Rice Krispies to be exact. Lordy, I must've gone crazy. i hate breakfast foods. :-Þ ( Read more... )

today... has been filled with nightmares and pain ( Read more... )

boredom is making me fat ( Read more... )

Someone told me the other day that they never see me smile anymore. Like a real, genuine smile. Not the sort of smile you make in response to a funny or when you’re acting cute… just one that implies happiness. I turned to this person and I said, simply, “Tell me what there is to smile about.”

( Read more... )

Friday night ( Read more... )

i have this problem, you see. it's one lack of self-confidence. another problem would be letting my mind wander too far.

i felt pretty tonight, if that's worth anything. rent was really good. if i had money i'd see it again in a heartbeat.

too much thinking.
tomorrow will be just me and my headphones and i let my legs do the wandering this time.

short version:
went to school for 2 periods.
went to alyeska. i hurt.
i need $3000.
i'm still alone.
life sucks.

they say brevity is the soul of wit... but since i find myself both witless and listless at the moment we'll see where this entry takes us ( Read more... )