it's a dumb poem. but i feel like posting it anyways.

closed off
... yet still so loving
brow arched
....you little bitch
eyes glowing
...glaring through you
lips tempting
...vulgar, sultry
hands touching
... still feeling nothing
cold flesh
...wishing for more
loving
...yet so closed off.

i wish i had.. ice cream, and a hug.

School is such a waste of time. I maybe had two productive hours… and that’s about it ( Read more... )

i wish i felt beautiful, instead of crazy. i wish you thought i was beautiful... but i know i'm only crazy

beneath the sun dipped sky, they rode through the neighborhood lazily, weaving the streets in some inconsist dance of childhood randomness. nothing seemed to matter as the wind blew the leaves above filling the sky with the gentle noise of whispering nature. this was their moment, and they could do anything they want with it. that's what growing up ( Read more... )

i've come to realize how much i hate living in alaska. there is nothing up here for me. somebody come save me from this fucking place already.

please.

Life goes slow without live ( Read more... )

Unfeeling emotion,
Whirlpool void,
Tumbling down the well.
Under a dizzying spell.
Only vacant sentiment.
Presently absent
In tidal wave nonexistance.
Blackhole of soul...
This is
My melancholy nothingness

-Nic Girard

i want the little prince calendar. and book.
thatisall.

-end message-

oy. so i heard this noise coming from my front porch. i figured it was just my mom coming home from work so i go to open it for her, but when i do i'm greeted by this humongous mass of fur and mooseness just staring at me. i froze. i didn't know what to do. well, i ended up screaming OH MY GOD and slamming the door. it was so weird. how often are ( Read more... )

school day is over. don't have to go back until tuesday... which means the weekend is finally here. yay!

now what?