Was losing all my friends ( Read more... )

This may infact have been a theraputic chain of events. I hadn't realized how much I missed being happy.

I spent most of last night dragging this lake ( Read more... )

Lately I've been happy and it has inexplicably awakened the inner emo ( Read more... )

You know, for as much as the last week sucked, I have come to the same realization that I had the last time I was about where I am. I am very, very good at being single. Not sure whether thats good or not, but I'm just going to run with it for now.

Clearly, I am not cut out for this anymore. But I should trust my intuition more often because it is right more often than I give it credit for.

I know the pieces fit ( Read more... )

Yes, I don't have a job. Yet. Yes I'm ok with that. You should be too. And you should refrain from extrapolating from this particular 3 weeks or so of indifference and lack of motivation to my having certain personality flaws or character defects that you didn't notice until now. Perhaps this is the exception, not the rule. Go fucking figure.

Stop burning bridges and drive off of them.

Once again impending doom can only be averted by superhuman feats (generally scholastic in nature). How long until I turn the ball over on fourth down?

I'll just keep doing what I've been doing. That is, the highly improbable. It'll keep working... it has to. Doesn't it?