& "i don't wanna hear, i don't wanna know. i've seen it all before and i can't take it anymore ( Read more... )

i've seen it all before and i can't take it anymore ( Read more... )

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so i updated my livejournal userinfo since i don't think it had been updated in ohh about three years ( Read more... )

i realized this evening while listening to the "stay what what you are" record, that solitude is entirely attainable and i should not be prone to rage blackouts (exagerating. kind of) just because one day out of probably almost 30 now i'm not out doing something ( Read more... )

on my last night at newbury st. i rang up nikki six of motley crue. he bought a bright red football style t-shirt. his bodyguards were the largest men i have ever seen.

i started at cambridge this morning. it seems like it's gonna be pretty awesome.

mmmph, tired. bed.

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so there's this bloc party song called "like eating glass" and it hits a nerve for one reason being my father's funeral was today! and the second being that some part of the furnace decided to fucking break or something, soooo it's about 35-40 degrees in the only room with a computer. and where i was originally meant to sleep. (my grandmother and ( Read more... )

rest in peace, daddio.

it really won't be long now. and i never thought i'd ever want his body to stop fighting, but i really hope it does at this point.

and i really hope none of you ever have to watch a parent slowly die.