i had a great day with david yesterday...we went and got our hair cut together...and then went car shopping and rode go carts just the two of us...and of course i beat him cuz he let me win ( Read more... )

im pregnant with his child...he doesnt care ( Read more... )

i forgot how amazing they are...

ALL of their songs...amazing lyrics

i forgot how much i love mid 90's alternative rock.

my favorite.

so what am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

i never do anything but sit at home anymore ( Read more... )

darrin

i really miss being your friend.

and being able to hang out with you

you always make me feel important to the world, and right now i feel like i dont exist to anyone.

im so glad youre happy, i just wish things in this life were different.

life is nowhere i thought it would be.

and im going crazy.

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life ( Read more... )

i hate it. hate him. miss him. am so jealous, it's eating me alive.

i love it, love him, want him, cant stop thinking about him, need him, can't live without him, am addicted to him.

why does this kill me so bad??! jeeeezeus

i dont understand myself ( Read more... )