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Jason is at Warped Tour. Finally spent some time with Terra. The waiter hit on us. He was digging her tits. I don't want to start school. I'm scared Hillis fucked up my schedule. Bleh.

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People confuse, irritate, and fascinate me. Living art. A breathing riddle. A reason without rhyme. A rhyme without reason. Okay, enough of that. Honestly, human nature, especially teenage human nature, baffles, infuriates, intrigues, envelopes and consumes me. I've been doing a lot of contemplating, a lot of bitching. And I apologize for that. My ( Read more... )

If I straightened my hair, dyed it black, waxed it, aquired a taste for overly whining music and scarves, I bet I'd be like, So Hot...and just EVERYONE would adore me and tell me how awesome I am ( Read more... )

I'm doing a hair masque. Oi vay. I hardly ever update this thing, my Xanga has my love. Well, after five or six days, I have finally been able to talk to Jason. Whoreray. He'll be home Saturday. We're supposed to go to Shawn's so he can play and it's supposed to be a party of sorts, maybe. Erik has finally moved back into town. Finally. Finally. ( Read more... )

I'm pro choice, for starters ( Read more... )

"Now that God is an atheist I can finally get some sleep at night ( Read more... )

Sew up that lie. Shame on you, lulled by the fact that you may be so blind as to see only that you can appear false but will only say 'truth. truth. truth." I've gnawed at myself, bitten my lips in a vivid attempt to appear like I'm still paying attention - don't worry, I'm not. I gave up when all the events stared you in the face and yours ( Read more... )

You don't know when my emotions fill the air. And I'd leave before you knew I was there.I won't give you the chance to catch my tears or full mouth. I'm flaw-ed and tire-d. I wouldn't want, I wouldn't dare, frost the mouth that sets aflame. So, I bite my words and play drama on my own little childish stage, breathing in the alcoholic bite in the ( Read more... )