i do so many things that i tell myself i won't do. for instance:
*write in my lj even though i said i was finished.
*i quit smoking and start again (i blame you kelli ;] )
*i still keep to myself around some of the people in my classes when i should be the little fireball i am.
*get into fights with my father
*LIE LIE LIE
*make up excuses to not hang out ( Read more... )

i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. ilove my life. i love my life. i love my live. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life. i love my life ( Read more... )

 they sure love craming in all these concerts before the seniors leave. this is absolutely rediculous. i feel like im going to pass out on the fucking risers.
im so happy that i only have one more lesson. and flower mart is this weekend. ive never been to flower mart. so excited :) 
the only real reason why i wanted to posted was so say how bad i ( Read more... )

haitus. completely haitus ( Read more... )

I'm an ocean in your bedroom. make you feel warm, make you wanna re-assume. now we know it all for sure. I'm a dance hall, dirty breakbeat. make the snow fall up from underneath your feet, not alone, I'll be there. tell me when you want to go. I'm a meth lab, first rehab. take it all off, and step inside the running cab. there's a love that knows ( Read more... )

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i feel like a complete mess right now. i feel great, but i look like shit and my head has so much shit inside of it. im all beat up with bruises. i have no idea whats going on. simply, i fall too easily. and bruise/bleed too easily. it looks funny.
sometmies its so hard remebering all the thinsg i want. i have all this confusion. i miss him so much ( Read more... )

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he's the man

its nice not having any work to do over the break. ive actually got a lot done though. im way ahead in everything. plus ive gotten some clothing projects that were totally neglected finished with. i really want to get back into that again. i miss screen printing and customizing ( Read more... )

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i almost peed my pants laughing so hard at this. we need more people like this in minnesota.

so things have been going well. its weird, lots of things have happened, but it doesnt feel like it. im just happy my mind is in the right place right now. i feel like such a different person when im outside of school. im so tired of bsa. there's nothing ( Read more... )

ive been feeling pretty good, even though im feeling sickish. i dont know what it is.

she had long brown hair, all down her breast. made me think about my future, made me think about my past. she was so pretty. as pretty as can be. and I thought "My god, why shouldn't it be me?" her skin was tight, her manner was free. she gave me that look that ( Read more... )