On New Year's Eve, I visited my old workplace. It was the first time I had been there since leaving in January. My friends were welcoming, but busy all the same. There were many unfamiliar faces as well. In the strangest way, the venue felt much smaller than before, only because my memory had made it gigantic. I had so much more to look after ( Read more... )

let the man smoke, goddammit.

i have few debts, but little money ( Read more... )

I thought there was no reason to update until I read my last entry. Let me say on record that I am NOT working in westlake hills for those assholes ( Read more... )

*unggghh* *ohhhhh gawwwd* <-- the neighbors are fucking. It was entertaining for about a minute, then I opted for headphones ( Read more... )

i'm too drunk to care
and too stoned to throw up.

what i would communicate to james sullivan if i could see him:

if you've recently considered realizing the dream of shooting each other simultaneously in the skull, now would be a good time.

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay

--Robert Frost

primal rape is two shows into its quest for world domination ( Read more... )

it's monday.  
it's 7:36 PM.  
i'm stoned.

hannah (the dog)
is in the next room 
snoring.

each of my bandmates is with his respective girlfriend.  
the laundry probably finished drying about an hour ago, but it goes unfolded.  
the record player sang for a half-hour at a time until i stopped getting up to turn or replace.

i can now play harmonica (sort ( Read more... )