What the bloody hell am I to do about this?

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Astin's not nearly as bad as I made him out to be. Not sure what he thinks of me, though. He seems sort of -- almost startled, when I show up every morning, like he expects me to fall off the wagon any second. Don't really blame him. He's got a lot to be responsible for ( Read more... )

Johnny's a good guy, always has been. So's Astin, under it all. He's bound to see that I'm serious, that I need this job, that I won't fuck it up, not this time, not again ( Read more... )

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