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It seems to be quite a time for new beginnings, as of late. The new job, as of January, the new living situation about the same time. New Firehouse, which I will be formally voted in as a full member (hopefully) this Wednesday. Car death a blessing in disguise, offering me both more financial freedom and a great way to get in and stay in shape. ( Read more... )

Well, M basically told me he doesn't have the motivation to even try to care for me anymore, last night. Basically telling me I'm a burden, and his natural response to me is to shut down and not care. So.. needless to say, cried myself to sleep last night, pretty tore up. He was special, he evoked passion in me that I hadn't seen in years. Wounded ( Read more... )

So, as of tomorrow, I am officially a bicycle commuter ( Read more... )

Hey everybody! You should come to this event, and come visit me in the Serenity Space, our dedicated aftercare room, where there will be free cuddles, lots of soft things, and assorted aftercarey adventures ( Read more... )

Well, LJ is being a poop about letting me read your posts, kiddies, so anything behind a cut is off limits to me right now.
Faire has been amazing, and I'm astonished to see what it's become. Looking back now, remembering that first meeting, Marcie, Jeff, Steph, and myself around a table at the Valley Diner, to what it is now.. what it has evolved ( Read more... )

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Okay, people. I need you to take this viral, and fast.

We know someone in upstate New York who needs a good custody lawyer ASAP. I'm not at liberty to go into details publicly, but this woman is very afraid that her abusive boyfriend is going to get sole custody of her young child.  She's ( Read more... )

Knee is healing well. Still a little unstable, still wearing the brace for another two weeks, but I got up and walked 5 miles on it yesterday, and it delt well. Compensating hip and knee are still a little sore, but I am lucky to have a massage therapist who really loves to make me moan as a close friend, and he happens to be coming over tonight, ( Read more... )

Finally off satan birth control. For those of you who I talk to on a regular basis, and who interact with me often: Dear Gods, I'm sorry, seriously. Thank you for putting up with me. The mood swings, constant anxiety, fear, and complete derailing of my personality has affected a good deal of people, and I am entirely guilty and ashamed at it ( Read more... )

I woke up about 20 minutes ago, my nails having pieces of my skin wedged under them and blood stained fingers.
Apparently, the anxiety has manifested in tearing my feet apart when I was asleep
and now I get to walk on even more fucked up feet.
fml.