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today is my first day of skool..... not so excited because my class that i was supposed to graduate with is gone....sadness! yeah i'm a year behind but you know what little by little i look at the bright side. my boyfriend & my best friend Luis are in this class so it kinda all works out.. WOW!!!! it's been a long time since i've posted so i don't ( Read more... )

hey i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm back... the real jaimee is back i was throwing a pitty party for myself for the past month &  i recently just snapped out of it.. it feels good to smile again!! I missed being happy . feeling sorry for myself made me depress. there's things in my life that i still need to get in order right now but i' ( Read more... )

where do i begin? i'm honestly overall just tired...

tired of crying for someone's attention, tired of putting up with people's shit, tired of fucking up in school, tired of giving up on myself, tired of pretending to be happy, tired of people's lies, i mostly tired of my "dad" !!

i feel like I can't stand up to him & i can't let everything out ( Read more... )

i honestly never felt so lost & un happy in my life..... it's weird i've never been so happy & in love with someone & miserable in reality!! it's like he's the only one i want to be with all the time & he's the only one that can make me laugh!! but it makes me depress with everyone else & it makes me feel like a bad person.. so over all i'm not a  ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!!! i'm back .. i just came back from florida & it feels really good to be back i missed my boyfriend like crazy!!! but as soon as i came back we made up for lost times.. mmm he fucks me tooo good. i think i'm in love with him. he makes me feel good in more ways then one. this is the jimmy i've been with offically for a month now but i ( Read more... )

Anybody can fall in love but not everyone gets caught by the person they're in love with.... get me? what's the point of being in a relatonship with someone you THINK  you're in love with & that person not realizing that they're taking advantage of your feelings. that person will put up with all your shit until they can't put up with it nomore. ( Read more... )

i'm sooo sooo happy i got me a new job... so excited need the money the people i work with are so freakin coool & my boss is so hott! mmm he looks to good but he's 32.. maybe he'll still want me. cause i'll still go for him that's for sure. now in days that kind of shit can get you fired & i just started so maybe i should cool it a little. mabe not ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like you were losing a friend that meant alot to you at some point & for some strange reason you do nothing to stop them frm drifting off. that's what i'm going through I him driftin gaway but i do nothing, does it mean i don't care anymore? no cause i care just as much , so why don't i do something?

So i did it... I made my desicion between the two guys i've been torn about. I decided to let them both go . I want to be with Ricky but he's not over his ex- girlfriend , i know he still loves her & has hope of them being back together. i don't want to be in the middle of all of that. right now we're just friends & if we're meant to be then we'll ( Read more... )