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so basically things happened...things always happen. someday maybe i'll be able to understand things better. life is so confusing. people are so confusing. i am so confused. basically...i'm sitting on a rock in the middle of a desert waiting for the sand to move across high enough that it covers my face and i suffocate to death. waiting... ( Read more... )

hey there guys woohooo!! i'm coming home this weekend to be with my lovers...(paige and meghan). woohooo!!! i am excited times a million!! no one compares to meghan and paige they are hotties woohoo!!!maybe i can hang out w/aaron too..hopefully i miss that kid a lot. he drew me such a nice picture before i left. it was super exciting. aaron's ( Read more... )

you're killing me softly, and it is worth it ( Read more... )

what do i say to you when i'm an idiot...nothing because i can't deal with it...i can't deal with anything anymore. i've gone to a point of no return...i need to stop...stop life stop everything...i'm so sad...it's all my fault. i'm an idiot with nothing to offer. i was ok but not anymore. i am so sorry. i am retarded. i don't deserve anything. ( Read more... )

Sitting on a hard rock, i realized this rock was not so hard. Not entirely because on the inside of this rock were little layers that depicted what this rock had gone through, but as i thought about this i realized that rocks don't have rings, trees do. Big massive trees that aren't entirely hard either. And to my amazement, i had a very nice ( Read more... )