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Weekend warrior strikes again
She won't do it again I tell her. My inner self that enjoys the night life; the bitch I try to snuff out when life gets tough. She likes to dance with strangers and take many shots until finally ending up broke and walking home. That is what happened Friday evening after a busy week of work and heartbreak sinking in like a heavy anchor on my ( Read more... ) -
To Sing a little song For me
The week days are such a mesh of glue sticks, screams, laughter and frustration mixed with joy that it's hard to believe the week has already near conclusion. Today has been especially frustrating and difficult for me with some of my kids. The change in the weather and the presence of a new student teacher have put my highest energy boys into a " ( Read more... ) -
Today's findings and other things...
I was confronted with the unimaginable feat that I may actually have to take some personal responsibility in the break up with Ryan. He did the wrong thing in a physical sense but there is a part of me that allowed that to happen and while I know his choices were not my fault and I didn't do anything to promt them I still ignored the warning signs ( Read more... ) -
Life's a bitch and then you die...
As I was scanning through social media feeds at 7 AM ( Read more... ) -
It's been 8 years since my last confession(entry)
As I am filtering through thoughts of a seventeen year old and then onto thoughts of a twenty-one year old I am probed with questions of my earlier intelligence. I really was a mess back then, hu? Not in the way that most people would assume...I was stable in my thoughts that the world was against me and that no one understood and maybe they didn ( Read more... ) -
The adventures never sleep
I woke up this morning to Gina talking in the kitchen. I automatically assume that she's on the phone with her crazy, call obsessed friend Jo so I slump down the stairs. Coffee is the only thing in my mind at this point; that and a smoke. Entering the kitchen I see Ter; the neighbor that had come over just a few nights ago yelling and screaming ( Read more... ) -
Spinsters in Paradise
Another day in the hood and things have died down a little from the previous days drama. I needn't go into the gorey details of the whole thing but I will outline a few key points. It involves sex. Sex with multipal partners all while in a relationship with another. Not by me of course but by someone very close to me ( Read more... ) -
The IQ of a Hood Rat
First off I believe a definenition of Hood Rat is in order. I'm not talking about the skanks that go to import car shows and races looking to hook up with the hot shot of the group. In my situation a Hood Rat is something a little different. In the town that I live in there's a district of streets all named after different kind of trees. There' ( Read more... ) -
What to do...
I don't know what to do or how to react to my life right now. I'm making people mad with out doing anything. I'm trying to talk to a friend about something that concerns both of us and that person is shutting me out and blaming me for everything that's going on. It's not just my fault and I don't know how to communicate this. Not only is it ( Read more... ) -
Infidel to die for...
...The once betrayed ( Read more... )