Also http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7166932.stm .Shits gonna be crazy.

2007 has hands down been the single most fulfilling and important year of my life. Everything I set forth minus one goal, and that goal was never accomplished as it was never meant to be ( Read more... )

ok ok. so heres the deal. Africa is go, i leave january 21. And will be gone for afew months. Ill post more details when i find more time. But my ticket is already bought and everything is go. Im fuckin stoaked.

these nightmares are madness, absolute madness. i will on occasion wake up crying, other times ill have flashbacks. For whatever reason this week has been very strong. I havent been like this in weeks, heck months?? I forget time has swept the feeling away. Yet i sit here still clutching a pink piece of paper dated the day of my birth with unknown ( Read more... )

In the words of Johnny Cash, "Damn your eyes!".

Major adrenal blowout just cant be covered up, hahaha.

My holidays are going to be spent in silence. Im going to go on a 10 day Vipassana retreat. Which equals 10 days straight of silent meditation. Its time to finally challenge whats left of the demons in my head. They say alot of people cant handle it and leave, most people cant see themselves for what they are and run away. Fortunately for me ( Read more... )

kenya plans are getting worse and worse. so for now its scrapped. however, with my recent small fortune of unemployment i have accumulated i will be traveling mexico and "mesoamerica" for a month or two!!

Ps. really lauren??

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forgiveness is key.always.

one of the lessons im still trying to learn is that trying to show a douche bag that their a douche bag in turn makes you a douche bag. its like douche bag, their a douche bag for an obvious reason, if that reason wasnt obvious they wouldnt be a douche bag, douche bag. gah. I recognize I am in no way perfect, in fact i rather enjoy my imperfection ( Read more... )

...please forgive me someday.