Okay so I wanted to finish my thoughts from earlier ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I have updated. Yet I wanted to take the time to tell you all that things are working out. At least I feel like I'm getting somewhere ( Read more... )

Hi all ( Read more... )

Okay...so for the most part things have been in the upswing. However, I usually use livejournal to vent and release all of my frustration...and I'm frustrated as hell at the moment. So before my head explodes I am going to release some of the pressure ( Read more... )

So I decided that I would make today a better day...Maybe I should lower my expectations...just a little ( Read more... )

I am very frustrated and angry and have no idea how to handle it.

I don't feel like anything is working out. It scares me.

I don't like this kinda of lonliness.

So somehow I need to get out of this mood. Yesterday I did get some things accomplished after work but there was an extended period of time lying on the couch watching tv. I watched CHeaters for a while which has to be one of the worst shows ever created. Yet, I wonder what it would have been to be in the power position. Instead of it being the ( Read more... )

I'm really tired ( Read more... )

I'm in one of those really bad moods right now. One of those moods you don't see coming yet they hit you fully in the face. And so now I'm laying on my back and wondering where the fuck I've gone wrong ( Read more... )

Pretty much nothing worth noting has happened. I am looking forward to summer classes since then I will be working less which although not making as much is going to be sad I am becoming sick of it. Now I just need to find motivation to excell in classes ( Read more... )