I wish Angela...oh oops I mean Ellie...wasn't such a dumbass redheaded dyke.

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Great, so since it was posted on 2 people's journals already, I guess my secret is out. god, how could I have been so stupid?

I'm going to the doctor's tomorrow morning for official tests and all that other stupid stuff. Is this sort of like a good thing? Jay seems sort of different with me now...like he still cares? God, I don't know. ( Read more... )

I've been sort of nauseous lately. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have a pretty good idea what's wrong...

I met him at the park last night and told him...he was actually really understanding about it. Don't know if that's going to last for long, but still...

So that whole disaster relationship is over. Now its just same little Emma, taking care of the stupid brother, cleaning when it needs to be done, and doing all my schoolwork I hate this...he brought out a different side of me, he made me fun...Hey, JT, are we going to go to that thing? I thought you said it was this weekend. The carnival or ( Read more... )

Thank you to Manny, and Ellie (yes Ellie, Jay told me it was true you fucking slut), and whoever the hell else my boyfriend, well now EX-boyfriend, messed around with...you know Ellie you shouldn't be talking about Manny having STDs, you're the one having sex with other people's boyfriends and god knows who else ( Read more... )

Yeah okay, so I've been kind of busy lately. So I guess people heard Jay and I are a couple now. I know...kind of random, but he's actually really great. There might be a softer side to him... oh was I not supposed to say that, Jay? ;-) Just kidding. He's all tough, all the time. Really. and he devirginized me... haha is that a word, cause if ( Read more... )

I'm sure a few people would be happy to know that I have been going out more than usual. I'm almost totally revamped, blah blah blah. Jay and I have been hanging out a lot lately. He's pretty cool I guess. No, he is amazing and gorgeous and oh god, what am I getting myself into? I didn't mean to actually start liking him...but I do. Just ( Read more... )

Since apparently I need to "live a little" and "act my age," I went out tonight. Yes, I am drunk. Emma Nelson is drunk. Let me start from a little earlier... I told Jay Hogart that since I don't know how to "live" and "act my age" that he should show me how, since that's what he's all about, right? So at first I was kidding around but then I ( Read more... )

P.S.- I never said anything was "Spinner's fault," or ANYONE'S fault for that matter. I just said I don't think its fair that people are blabbing about their personal lives before Paige is even back to deal with it. From what I hear, they are both at fault, I never said Paige didn't do anything wrong, all I said was maybe people should give them ( Read more... )

So I can't help but keep thinking...wow poor Paige has a lot to come back to and deal with. I mean, its not my business but seeing as her personal life is being blabbed on the internet, the least I can do is stick up for her, right? It is really not fair for you guys to put her in this position to come back to ( Read more... )