oh no no no no.

there is no way i paid $327.11 twice.

fuck.

pizza/clothing/sam summer/ice cream/goodbyes.

too much. emotional bloating.

<3 stella.

i fell asleep on the hammock with the setting sun dappling my face through the trees. i woke up after dusk to find that someone had draped another blanket over me. the light was purple and charged the way it should be, shimmering with the positive hum of another satisfied, beautiful day ( Read more... )

hopefully not.

i'm always alone. or inbetween is more like it.

it sucks while it's happening, but i'm more resilient down the road.

meh.

i guess it's mostly just a weird, unsettling feeling.

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I'M PROCRASTINATING!!! AT THE LAST POSSIBLE SECOND!!! I HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF A 4-YEAR-OLD!!!! SOMEONE SLAP ME!

i'm going to take a break here for a hot second and just spew off ( Read more... )

i awoke under covers that were the sea ( Read more... )

i end up thinking about you sometimes, and i still get an uneasy feeling in my gut, believe it or not. i think about the first time we ever kissed, breathing in and out of eachother's lungs, in synch like if we stopped we'd suffocate. or the way your hands felt, on my lower back, urgency in your fingertips. i get disgusted when i think of how ( Read more... )

i just got irritated. ugh.

my cat is a monkey.

in response to my previous entry...i see things a little differently. so.

i've done a lot of thinking. and some things are too important to pass up, regardless of the sacrafices i have to make.

and my priorities have been historically out of whack. so maybe changing them will produce better results anyway.

one can only hope, right?